Thursday, December 30, 2010

Loves:

That I get a massage today...


Hates:

This headache that won't give up...
This wind...
Not knowing...

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Hates:
Being alone.
My life.
This headache.

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Hates:

my life

Monday, December 27, 2010

Loves:

That my medicine seems to be kicking in already....feeling some relief...
That I am on vacation and didn't have to miss work to be sick...


Hates:

Lupus...
Hurting all over....
Being sick...
Being alone...

Sunday, December 26, 2010

Loves:

Being home...
Being on Christmas vacation...

Hates:

Being sick...
Being alone...

Monday, December 20, 2010

Loves:

My nice, warm bed...
My nice, warm flannel sheets...
My pillow...
My squishy pillow...
SLEEP.
Obi Wan Kanobee...

Hates:

Being lonesome.

Saturday, December 18, 2010

Loves:
Sleep, when it cooperates...


Hates:
That baby Jakob is sick.

Friday, December 17, 2010

Loves:

When people step up, to make a difference...

When people realize the err of their ways...

Hates:

That children have to grow up too fast sometimes...

That life is way harder than I even thought possible...

Being alone...

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Loves:

A phone call...
Surprises....
My secret Santa...

Hates:

Being alone.

Monday, December 13, 2010

Loves:

Sleep...


Hates:

Sitting for eight hours straight...ugh (workshops)

Sunday, December 12, 2010

Loves:

Lazy Sundays...
Baby Jakob...
A clean kitchen...
My electric blanket...
The Kindle app on  my new phone!!!


Hates:

Workshops....ugh...
Learning how to use my new phone...
This big empty house.

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Loves:

Spending time with my daughter-in-law and grandson...
Getting a new haircut!
Smiling again...
Laughing again...
Seeing new babies!!

Hates:

When my battery goes dead...
Having to buy a new battery...
This freezing cold wind...
This lonesome house...

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

loves:

road trips....just about time for one, I'd say...
sleep...
my squishy pillow...
when my kids are good...
fresh, hot brownies...
two special phone calls...
that I'll get my massage tomorrow...

hates:

that some of my kids are homeless...  :(
that my desk at school is cluttered right now...
that I will be gone on Monday...
that I have very little Christmas shopping done....bah humbug...

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Loves:

That my dad had yet ANOTHER good day, AND he called me!!
I didn't cry today, and I was able to listen to the radio!!!
That I only have eight school days left before Christmas break!!!
That I now have no massages tomorrow, and can get home way earlier!!!
That my friend whisked me away today, to get away from it all!!!
That angels are watching over me...
My Christmas tree and it's twinkling lights...
God, in HIS infinite wisdom...thank you, Lord, for all you've done for me and mine...
Baby Jakob!
you.

Hates:

That I feel so stupid.
That I didn't do the right thing.
That I am SO gullible.
Paperwork...ugh...
Being oh, so, all alone in this world.
Full moons, changes in weather, and sugar!
That I can't just crawl into a hole and disappear forever.
That I can't just get in my truck and drive, with no particular destination in mind, for about a week...

Monday, December 6, 2010

Loves:

 That my dad had another good day, even better than yesterday!!!!
That I only have nine days left...then, Christmas break!
Getting a phone call....
My family and friends...


Hates:

Unhappy endings...

Sunday, December 5, 2010

Loves:

That my dad is having a good day!!  Praise the Lord!!!
That I lost another pound!!  Yay!! 

Hates:

Feeling SO alone, still.
Learning how to use a new phone.....grrrr....
Losing precious pictures on my old cell phone...
Losing those last texts...  :(

Saturday, December 4, 2010

Hates:

That I lost all of my texts and pictures on my phone!!!!!  Will never be able to replace them!  :(

Friday, December 3, 2010

Loves:
That I have two days off...

Hates:
That I broke my phone....grrrr....
Isolation...

Thursday, December 2, 2010

Loves:

That tomorrow is Friday...

Hates:

The deafening silence...
Looking at my phone, and seeing no texts...
or phone calls...
Being alone...
No contact...
Broken promises...
This hole in my heart...

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Loves:

A day without tears...
My kids...
My grandbaby...
My dad...

Hates:

The silence...
Losing...